Monday, January 19, 2009

An Evening at PD

Last Saturday weekend, after wake up from my whatever dreams, receiving call from him... As to wake up and ready to get out...hmm...very lazy..feel like to sleeping all day. But I losing something if do so...losing 1 day experience in my life..hehe

luckily I woke up. I got an idea to go out from KL. that always give me headache. I proposed him to go to waterfall but he refused, and after that we agree to go to PD. just for having fun and release our tensions. I know he just want to make up with me about yesterday..

I,m really xcited about our plan today. woke up, wash some a week clothes, having bath...and then choose a clothes to wear...feel like to be bit feminine, I wear a blouse given by Leez and tight knee pants..never wear like that before..hehe...using lot of time to make up...try to have a little bit fresh looks (ye keee???)...and waiting for him to pick up.

Our Journey to PD:

1.30pm :
he arrived at my house. very frustrating when seeing he ride his scoot. What the Heck!! he trying to play with me???? soooo anger and mad. but at least he gave a reasonable reason, forgetting that my car's key with me and letting his car borrowed by Abang Farid. its ok...acceptable. I follow him to his house first, waiting for him to change and get ready to go.

2.30pm:
we planned to have our lunch first since I not taken any food from this morning. so, we try to find food stall nearby Puchong and don't know where to eat since we already banned America's fast food (missed McD, KFC). after that, I proposed to have some instant food like breads or whatsoever, we decided to stop at Shell, reload fuels and but some cekedies. so we stop at Shell LDP Puchong -> USJ.

3.00pm:
we start our journey to PD, using PLUS Elite highway...my heart feeling soooooo excited since it's already few years not going to PD and last time it was when 1st semester in Degree at melaka. (when cari rumah LI I think). Arrived at PD around 4.30 and feeling hungry (not having breakfast at all before) and we found one cafe called Bangi Kopitian. I want to have Assam Laksa and Char Kuey Teow for Him. while talking, chatting, we met KAk Zura, his cousin...also having holidays trip with hers friends.

5.00 pm
start looking the best SPOT around the PD to find where to "Lepak2". drive along the way and finally stop at Telok Kemang. hmm....still got a lot of memories want to share..but I'm thinking to stop here..just assume that I'm having a wonderful day today with my fiance (imaging in ur mind - banana boat, swimming over the wave, runnig on the white sand...) haha...

gonna stop here...still lots to go..Have a Nice Day!!!

Why we going to Get married???

Hello friends,

I'm not in mood today...feeling soooooo bad, angry and sad..All day feeling bad.

it's all because of my fiance this morning...during our way to come to office, we have some discussions about our marriage..before and after.. he told me to change, become a good wife, taking care of him, and be a solehah wife. I know that going to happen and I realized that I need to change and so do him.

during the discussion, I request some times for me to change after our marriage. I promised that I'll do my best to be a good wife for him because I love him soo much. I'll take care for everything about him in and out as he already part of mine on that time. BUT, to do all these things, I need some times to learn and to change my life to live with TWO since I've been live alone (bujang) all this time. Even since I Study at Melaka since year 2002 and until now, no one taking care of my life, my in and out. All on myself.

and now, it may slowly change my life...to share whatever I or him have together..that the marriage means right. and I hope he understand. but after having some discussion, chatting, gaduh2 skit2, and he came out with his word " Once you married me, you have to follow my rules, follow what ever I want".

What rules??? I'm stacked like paper jammed in the Photostatted machine at DVM Office. huhhhh....because of this words, I've lost at my own desktop at office...nothing to do and don't know what to do...

I not marrying any man to follow any rules or to make any rules. I just want to share everything I have with somebody I love. share lough and cry, love and hate...and everything he want to share with me...and I already understand of my duty and responsibility of WIFE.


Mood : Citiee feeling sad~~~

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

My First Blog (Abang)

Dear Friends,

Finally, i've got a BLOG! hehe...soo ketinggalan when others already been few years having a blog. But it's OK...I'm trying to move on laa..

ermm...why I am having this blog?..don't know but just few minutes ago I'm thinkin'about to tell sum thin to somebody but don't know who, so i'm decided to set this blog...

actually, I found 1 blog about 1 gul telling her's story. she going to get married and outing with her's fiancee to shopping...after read her's blog, i'm found that her's story is very similiar to my life...I'am getting married too.. :D (blushed)

the things that I really excited to share is about she call her fiancee as "Abang". Maybe it just too ordinary to people who going to get married (Malay laa) to call hers husban as Abang. thingkin of mine, I feel very "weird","funny", "shy" and a lot of feeling in my mind...to call my fiance abang after we get married...

ya laa..after soooooo long calling him by his name only, or sum time call his manja name using ayang, bee or baby for the past 6th Years... and now I've to call him Abang...hehe..malunyeee.

hmm...maybe it just a simple word to say...but when we get married, things will turn to other side..our responsibilities is not like now...it was a MARRIAGE after al..just pray that we 'll always happy together forever....


Mood: Citiee Feeling Excited!!